Muddy, Muddled thoughts
Most of the time my mind is always flowing and undertaking many independent thoughts that somehow in its own special way interlink.
And funny enough, I like it! It’s how I get creative.
Lately though everything just seems jumbled up together and I’ve been finding it hard to sort out my own thoughts. To be honest, I’m still finding it hard to sort out my own thoughts!
Even writing this isn’t easy, I feel like everything I do is just bad, I’m beating myself up over silly things and im just stressed stressed stressed. Through all this I’m giving myself a name that’s not mine – a failure.. someone who lacks creativity. I have become the ultimate Debby downer. Everything from my past thats all been buried deep have found a way to resurface and haunt me. Through this messy week though, all smiles and cheers, someone said to me stop replying to everything with a scripture. And then it occurred to me! Why shouldn’t I go to the word of God for every situation that occurs in my life. (Reverse psychology guys ahah)
John 14:27 Esv – Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled neither let them be afraid
My mind is of peace
My father is the ultimate creator I have nothing to be troubled about
Peace beyond all understanding
I’m strong and not weak
I’m bold and not meek
I’m my Father’s daughter
Hahah cheesiest thing I’ve written in a long time
But its definitely helping me think clearly. Even though this might not be my best piece I just need to let some stuff out