However, when ambassadors arrived from Babylon to ask about the remarkable events that had taken place in the land, God withdrew from Hezekiah in order to test him and to see what was really in his heart.

2 Chronicles 32:31(NLT)

 Sometimes in our Christian walks we all have that season where we feel that God is far away from us. Sometimes we feel that it’s because of sins we’ve committed or because God is angry with us. But most of the time one thing that we fail to acknowledge is the fact that maybe – just maybe God wants to be found.

Not in the sense that God is lost- but in the sense that he wants to be desired and sought after. When it comes to love God has very feminine characteristics. Like with relationships, intimacy that comes easy has no deep roots, there’s no chase, the prize has been gained with no effort therefore there is no true passion or love. God wants to be chased to test what’s in our hearts to see if we truly love him. When you feel far from God; it isn’t time to give up or moan, it’s time to saddle up and seek your lover with all your heart and all your soul.

You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.

Jeremiah 29:13 (NASB)

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